Why be in this mundane world when the surreal world in my head is so much more inviting, exciting, and not as complex?
Tuesday February 9th 2010

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Day 6: I should have been addicted to the BIG stuff!

Yes, this is exhilarating, I feel triumphant, strong, and umm… fan-freakingtastic (I’m not even being sarcastic!). 6 days since I’ve given up on the Nicotine and I’m telling you, if you have never smoked, I highly suggest that you start just for the feeling of quitting it. It’s definitely one of those times where quitting is not a negative.

So I’ve been thinking… if giving up the cigarette is such a wonderful feeling of the chains breaking and the conquering of addiction- I think I’m now going to try to be addicted to the meth and the heroine and quuaaludes. The thing is though, I really don’t want any mind altering anything in my body… and I really don’t want to meet anyone who sells the stuff (I’m pretty anti-drugs although the cigarette and coffee thing made me a hypocrite)… but just think how great quitting those things would be if the cigarette quitting has me on a cloud nine. I’d be on top of the freaking world!!  “By giving up meth 6 days, 2 hours and fifteen minutes ago, you’ve saved half a tooth, your neighbor’s garage and gained 2.1 lbs”

Alright, maybe I’ll just keep the cigarette quitting thing as my victory and be happy with that. My only question is, where’s the cake, balloons and parade? I think there should be one when you’ve quit the smoking of the cigarettes cold turkey.

Well I have a movie streaming from Netflix on my PC to my TV, a cat who is on the verge of coughing up a hair ball, a text message that needs replied to and myself to finish readying for bed.

All I ask is that you guys at least think about the starting up of the smoking of cigarettes so we can bond after you go through the withdrawal.

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