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So I started a new job last week. And it’s been pretty hectic because I had to work two events back to back on Monday and Tuesday. But the two major events are finally over. Woo hoo! Seriously, I’m so happy at my job. I like my job, boss, co-worker, and work environment. That’s just [...]

One of my friends called me obnixiously cute today. What the hell is obnoxiously cute. Is it that I’m not really cute at all. Or that the only reason I’m cute is my personality. Bah!!! I feel so insulted. Don’t know why I’m obsessing when I really hate the word cute. What a horrible word. [...]

Ah!! I’m a year older. How old am I? That’s just my little secret. It somewhere in the latter 20s, but not yet 30 either. I had my birthday soiree tonight. And I had such a blast. More or less mix matched all my friends together. Someone gave me some stuff from Shishedo. I was [...]

I trying so hard to focus. I am very excited to have several projects running right now. But I still feel this emptiness. Why won’t it just go away. Perhaps I’m trying to ignore it, hoping my distractions will just make this feeling go away. Why does this have to linger. All that looms is [...]

I know what you’re probably thinking. What the hell is T.G.I.F.O.? It’s Thank God It’s Finally Over. This past Thursday, was my last day at my consulting gig. I’ve been working on this conference – trade show for the past 4 months. And it was finally over. Suprisingly it went very well. Then afterwards, we [...]

This year, they changed my polling place. So this past Tuesday, I headed down to my old elementary school to cast my vote. It was so bizarre. Of course everything look smaller. And I could have swore the room we use to go in to pick up our food was moved. I know I’m not [...]

I’m so tired of people saying you’re a strong and resilent person. But it’s all a facade. All I want to do right now is curl up in my bed under my down comforters and stay there forever. I feel very light headed. That might have to do with the fact I really haven’t eaten [...]

It has been about five years since my father has past. My god! About 5 years ago, my parents were worried that I wouldn’t be able to find a job after college. Fast forward 5 years later, the economy is totally shot. When my father has past, I really didn’t feel that I was able [...]

I’m feeling really dazed and confused, right now. I know my body feels weak. And I literally can’t think straight. I’m not even sure what I am typing really makes sense at all. Why can’t this empty feeling just go away. This pain just hurts.
It’s this off balance feeling. Even my mum knows that somethingis [...]

Well the wabbitz hasn’t been burrowing? But I do feel like burrowing in a hole right now. I have that empty feeling inside me, like blood has been drained out of me. I guess I’m feeling stupid that I left my heart in someone else’s hands. Because it only lends itself to heart ache. But [...]